You would be surprised how many anonymous letters pastors get unless, of course, you are a pastor. Often these unsigned letters come to church leaders because the author’s theological convictions are different from the recipient. Usually, the letters are bulk mailed to ministers in a denomination or city and arrive within a few days of each other. I’ve had the joy of reading dozens over the years with underlined and bold Bible Verses And randomly capitalized Nouns and the word “repent” highlighted.
A few weeks before Advent, a handful of my pastoral colleagues received an anonymous letter entitled, “Any Sense of Urgency?” (hand-highlighted in green). One of the pastors – a seminary colleague of mine – posted the letter to Facebook with the caption, “… As Charlie Brown says, ‘Oh good grief.’” So, I decided to send a signed letter of the same title. Here’s what I sent:
Pastoring a congregation is hard. Few know the tireless labors that pastoral leaders invest into those under their care. You are doing the best you can with the resources you have – I applaud you. You are not perfect, but you don’t have to be perfect to be good. You are worthy of love and worthy of belonging. Your needs are real, and your giftedness is wanted – I appreciate you for who you are and the gifts you bring to bear. You are loved by God and by many for who you are, don’t lose sight of that truth. There is nothing missing in you, so don’t be ashamed for how you’ve led during a global pandemic. What you feel is not always who you are. If you lack anything, be reminded that the world is abundant and there is enough to go around. There is an endless supply in the economy of God. I want you to doubt yourself less and trust yourself more. As the Scriptures so often remind us, do not be afraid. You are always safe in the arms of God. And, God will take care of you through it all. Although pain is unavoidable, and you will likely experience no small amount of suffering for answering the call of God, steward your suffering. What was meant to harm you, God means for good. Never forget that when you are weak, then you are strong. Take time to re-connect with yourself, to remember your calling. Your life, that one wild and precious gift of God, matters. As the season draws near, remember the root word of adventure is Advent. Any sense of urgency is up to you and God. Breathe … again.
In this new year, God is with you. Jesus is intimately acquainted with your reality. The Holy Spirit comforts you. Take a deep breath, cry when you need to, and keep going. You certainly have my support.